たあんぶら～自己中心派
546 ：名無しの心子知らず：2010/04/08(木) 13:57:54 ID:1SX24KHW
初めての赤ちゃんに無我夢中だった。
ろくに眠らず、夜泣きもひどかった娘。
へとへとに疲れはてて、抱っこでゆすりながら
「あんたはママを苦しめたいの？ほんとにひどい子だ」と
悪態をついた日々。
赤ん坊の気持ちなんて、全然わからない。
母親の自信なんて、みじんもない。ただ、もがくだけの日々。

あれから数年たって、娘は五歳になった。
「あのね、ママ」（もじもじ）
「なぁに」

「あたしね、ママのこと、生まれたときからすきだったの」

あの頃の私が一番聞きたかった言葉。
やっと聞けた。こっそり台所で泣いた。
“
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